Hey, please take the knife out of my back.
I can already tell this whole blog is going to turn into a rant blog. You’ve been warned!
I have no problem with being honest and up front but apparently, just because I don’t like someone and actually let it be a KNOWN thing, I’m a bad person? So sorry to disappoint you. I never knew telling the truth and not sugar coating things was a terrible trait to have. Let me just kiss your ass some more!
..Not.
Why would I bother being nice to someone if I don’t even like them? I don’t see the problem here. I don’t get why people actually expect me to pretend to like someone instead of letting them know, HEY BITCH, I CAN’T FUCKING STAND YOU. Is there some type of rules to this? Did I miss the memo? Am I only suppose to talk mindless bullshit behind your back and act like the best-of-friends to your front? ‘Cause really, I’m not into that and I consider it a GOOD THING. (Great even. FANTASTIC. I am an amazing person.)
I’m hardly saying I never talk shit about behind peoples backs. Let’s face it, EVERYONE does. Plus, I’m female, It’s in our genes. I can’t like everyone all of the time, it’s impossible for me or ANYONE. I’m only human. I have this problem though if I’ve talked shit about you and I genuinely like you, I end up confessing and feeling bad/apologising. (Or saying it to your face in the first place. I keep it real.)
Also, I hate this stupid idea that just because I’m friends with someone YOU hate, I should hate them hate also. What kind of messed up crap is that? As well as choosing on who I should like and dislike, do you want to feed me too? I’m PRETTY SURE (read: positive) I can make up my OWN mind. Thanks, though!
I expect people to honest with me. So why not return it? I have no problem if you tell me how much you dislike me, shout it from the rooftops. At least you’re not acting as if you like me just so I can turn around and you can shove your knife right into my spine. (Nothing is worse than that!)
“Backstab = Betrayal (as by a verbal attack against one not present) especially by a false friend.”
I’ve never been a “FALSE” friend. (In all honestly I am a brilliant fucking friend.) I’m telling you I don’t like you yet when you hear me saying the exact same thing I JUST said to you to someone else, you throw a tantrum and proceed to say all these nasty things in return. Plus why do you even care? You don’t like me either. The only difference between us is that: YOU talk behind my BACK, then when you’re talking to me, you act like I’m your BFF. (FYI: THAT. IS. BACK-STABBING. AT. IT’S. FINEST.) And I’d rather just say it to you.
“I’d rather just be a good person and be nice to everyone.” REALLY?! REALLLLLLY?!!?! ‘Cause being a good person consists of lying and deceiting people. SURE! I’d rather be a bad person then.
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY PEOPLE. Please, try it.
And next time just simply call me a bitch. I have no problem with that.